Poetic Girls

My simpleness is my addiction,
My life will lead to my conviction,
My troubles will invade my mind,
When it’s you that I cannot find.

Tell me what I want to hear,
Tell me that is not what I fear,
Tell me it’s just you and me,
Tell me I don’t see what I see.

Tell me life is easy,
Tell me I’m not crazy,
Tell me life is just a simple thing,
Tell me…

“Hopeless Tomorrows”

A feeling of love
Yet so filled with hate
Towards someone so close
Who is shut as a gate

A person so cold
That feels no emotions
The head of a family
Who can be very explosive

It’s hard to explain
Or ask others for help
When you feel so trapped
And just want to melt

Into this cycle
Of depression and sorrow
Hopeless and wondering
If I’ll be alive tomorrow

Written By: Tina Silva

I cannot show the pain inside,
For that is what makes me cry,
As I realise that not all wounds heal
as fast as you would like,
And not all broken hearts heal at all.

“Living with Pounds”

Battling this disease
A disease of eating much
What am I to do
What will I have for lunch?

It’s consuming my every thought
My every move and desire
I cannot even take a walk
Without even getting tired

I know it’s not healthy
To be the way I am
Everyone tries to help
But no one understands

Being fat hurts your soul
Depressed and low self esteem
Are things I have to live with
Can’t forget the problem with the beans

One day I hope all will be well
With who I am and where I stand
And the sound of wedding bells

Written By: Tina Silva