The world is dark and cold
Why is there no light?
Why am I sitting here alone
When I should be there with you?
I’m I not good enough
Not pretty enough
or is it because of her
That women next to you?
With her long dark hair
swollen red lips
and her bright green eyes
Why does she laugh?
She laughes at me
I see her pointing now
She thinks I’m funny
But why, I don’t know why?
You turn and see me
You also laugh
now I wonder what I did
Why her and not me?
My world is dark and cold
No one cares
You have gone and I am here
Cold empty and wondering
Why not me?
She was playing pool with her man on a crystal light evening,
She was thinking about her mom & dad
cause she didn’t know what she was doingIt was 12 AM,
and she was getting worried
cause it was late and she had to leave,
it had been a long fun night,
She wasn’t paying attention to the time,
it went by so fast,
and before she knew,
two hours had gone past,
she didn’t even know how time flew by like that,
she didnt even have time to say goodbye,
she was feeling so good,
she looked up into the air,
and said,Jesus, I’m happy with this man,
can’t you see?
theres no where else I’d rather be,
his arms all around me,
Lord, I feel so free,
can’t believe how happy he has made me,Went back to his house that night,
and had way to much to drink,
cuddled up in his arms in his bed,
and made love till we fell asleep,
it was so amazing
I looked up into the air and said,
Jesus, I’m happy with this man,
can’t you see?
theres no where else I’d rather be,
his arms all around me,
Lord, I feel so free,
can’t believe how happy he has made me
Soo happy he has made me . . .
Written by myself : Ashley Lynn Sousa aka Ladie Lynn
Dedicated to my man. . .
“Soulmate”
Dreaming of you
Forever with me
In love for always
As happy as can be
Long walks on the beach
With hands holding hands
Conversations about us
As our feet sink into the sand
We talk about love
And what’s next in our lives
About things we want to do
Before we both have to die
How many children we want
And where we want to live
About all of the past
And what we already did
You are my one true love
Who I can never hate
Let’s spend our lives together
Because you are my soulmate
Written By: Tina Silva
“A Lifetimeâ€
You look at me
And I look at you
Before we can kiss
We must say I do
I can hear the bell’s ring
And so do the chimes
Two simple words were spoken
That last a lifetime
We buy a new house
And furnish the inside
We play like little children
And I ride a horse ride
A few years have past
And still I don’t conceive
You got disappointed
And said it was my seed
You burst out of the door
And left me in despair
You never came back
Why don’t you care?
I don’t hear from you since
Except you married a whore
Contracted some STD’S
And had gotten very poor
I feel sorry for you a bit
But not like before
You made your own decision
When you walked out that door
I married a lawyer
Who became a good father
I DID conceive
And gave him a daughter
Written By: Tina Silva
“Love Is Fateâ€
On a cold winter’s night
I saw you walk by me
I stood there in silence
As you smiled at me
I felt my cheeks blush
And I noticed yours too
But she grabbed your hand suddenly
And said ‘Honey, I love you’
She took your hand and pulled
And nudged you to come on
You looked back once
And I started to run
You took me in your arms
As if we already met
We kissed so passionately
That it looked like we were lovers set
I’m sorry for what happened
To your other lover….who?
But fate brought us together
Because our love was true
Written By: Tina Silva
