Poetic Girls

“Ginger”

You lay there silently
And don’t even make a peep
Breathing so slowly
Because you’re fast asleep

Always around me
From the time I wake my head
Throughout the entire day
And even when we go to bed

I can’t live my life
Without you by my side
Because you are my best friend
Until the day I die

We are both slightly different
I’m human and you, a dog
But that doesn’t change anything
In the eyes of God

He brought you in my world
Because I needed a friend
Who would stick by my side
Until the very end

I LOVE YOU GINGER!

Written By: Tina Silva

My life is over, I am a 90 year old women trapped in a 24 year old body.

No one cares about me, no one cares if I live or die,

I’m sure most people who read this wont even know me as I am sure the people who do know me don’t care enough to read what I write.

Some of this may be my fault as I cut myself off from the world, but tell me why didn’t you come find me?

I know why you don’t care.

So now I give up and give in, I will not fight anymore, I will not try anymore.

I have failed at everything I have ever wanted to do, and even things I didn’t.

I belive I should have died by now, I know no one would miss me as I am nothing and will allways be that way.

I am easily forgotten, and not needed by anyone.

I have led a life that no one will ever understand nor do they want to.

I will never be a trophy therefore I am not loved.

I will allways wish and hope that one day it will all change, but it wont, it doesn’t when I try and it doesn’t when I don’t.

So now I go to sleep and I dream dreams that I wish were real, dreams of a life of happness and love.

Dreams where I am in arms that love me and will keep me safe until tomorrow when I wake up and wish to just stay asleep forever.

This poem is insanely personal to me because I wrote it when I lost my best friend of ten years, my little doggy Candy. She’d been there for me longer than anyone else (other than my family and one of my friends) and even though it’s six months on I still miss her.
 
Candy my baby, my sister, my friend,
It kills me to think our time has come to an end,
I miss you more than anyone could ever know,
The pain inside I cannot show,
I wish that you were right here with me,
I wish my best friend I could still see,
But I know that this was for the best,
So I wish you well in your eternal rest.

“Dear Ashley”

What do you say
When tragedy comes
To someone you love
Who holds on so strong

A girl so beautiful
Who has had a hard life
Cares about others
But turned to a knife

Deep sorrow surrounds her
That made her this way
But everything can change
So listen to what I say

We love you alot
More than you know
We’ll stick with you
Through all the tomorrows

You are very smart
And can be funny too
You can change the world
With everything you do

I can see you in the future
A strong head on top
With a success story
That will make some heads pop

But just remember one thing
From all those who helped
You can do anything you set your mind to
So keep your head up

Written By: Tina Silva

*Dedicated to my cousin Ashley whom I love as my own sister.*

“Who’s Dat Girl?”

Brown hair
And brown eyes
A perfect nose
And a beautiful smile

Who is this girl
That doesn’t give a shit
About any problems
Or any conflicts

Her name is Tanya
And she is my sis
She is black at heart
And knows how to kiss

She is smart and funny
But sometimes a pain
Can be tough at times
And even swears in vain

She is going places in life
That others never thought
Because she listened deeply
To everything I taught

I care for her
More than words can say
With hope and lots of love
I ask God each day

Written By: Tina Silva

*Dedicated to my younger sister Tanya. Love you girl!*