“Hopeless Tomorrows”
A feeling of love
Yet so filled with hate
Towards someone so close
Who is shut as a gate
A person so cold
That feels no emotions
The head of a family
Who can be very explosive
It’s hard to explain
Or ask others for help
When you feel so trapped
And just want to melt
Into this cycle
Of depression and sorrow
Hopeless and wondering
If I’ll be alive tomorrow
Written By: Tina Silva
I cannot show the pain inside,
For that is what makes me cry,
As I realise that not all wounds heal
as fast as you would like,
And not all broken hearts heal at all.
[ EDIT:] I am back now.
**Note for the girls:**
I won’t be able to add new poems to your poet pages until I’m back up and running with the internet at home. So hang tight!
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Well, I haven’t got my cable internet setup yet which is driving me insane. My current provider will be done and over with this Friday August 3rd. So I’m not sure if I’ll have internet connection at all during that day. This completely sucks since I haven’t gotten a call back from the cable company even though we called a few times.
What happened was that I made a web order, received a phone call, and set up an appointment on July 21. The guy came to hook up the internet but ran into a problem since there was no cable connection coming in our house. The problem was that about 8 years ago we had a power surge because of the construction of building a house beside ours. Somehow they cut power and cable lines. At the time we didn’t know the cable lines were messed up since we had satellite tv.
So then the guy said that he had to put in a report and his manager would call the following Monday. Nobody called…so we called customer service. They said someone was suppose to call and put in another report. Nobody has called at all and I need the cable lines fixed outside in order to get cable internet inside. *what a headache*
Anyways, since the problem hasn’t been resolved yet, I won’t be able to update my websites at all. So consider this the last update until I get the cable internet working in my house. I’m putting up the twitter updates on my other blog just to keep you all informed on what on earth is happening. If you want to read all my tweets, you can check out my twitter page. Bye for now.
