My Addiction
My simpleness is my addiction,
My life will lead to my conviction,
My troubles will invade my mind,
When it’s you that I cannot find.
My simpleness is my addiction,
My life will lead to my conviction,
My troubles will invade my mind,
When it’s you that I cannot find.
She hates this place,
She hates where she stays,
She’s forced to be here,
with no one near..
Words are spoken,
for her to be broken,
no caring or love,
just learned to move on,
being strong and tough,
emotions take over,
she has no control,
all she wants in life
doesn’t exist and is unknown,
she lives in fear and saddness,
why is this ?
someone find her in this deep whole,
where she is, mending her soul,
she thinks of death, who she cannot defeat,
why does she think this way ?
when she has alot to see,
her heart is black, hurt from the past,
she wants to be happy with you at last…
Written by : Ashley Lynn P.
Sometimes I wonder
How life would be
If I were not here
where I have come to be
If I had not done
The things that I did
If I could change time
Go back to a kid
I think of the people
I would never have met
the problems and times
that I would never regret
But then I realize
that there would only be
other problems and people
and I would not be me.
Has it every crossed your mind,
That no matter what you do,
Someone out there still loves you,
That even if it is OVER,
They still think of you,
When you don’t want to see them,
You always end up seeing them,
Then,
When you FINALLY get over them,
They come back to haunt you,
And you’re back were you started..
I can’t stand keeping this away from him,
I want to let him know,
But for some reason the words just won’t come out,
Will it matter to him?
Or will he not care?
I really am interested,
But will he be afraid and just walk away?
How can I say it to him?
I can’t keep holding it in. .
He needs to know. .
It isn’t that bad. .
But I don’t know how he will react . . .